DCK stands for Deschloroketamine. It is a designer drug that has the potential of inducing dissociation. When I first discovered and used this drug it sent me into a trip similar to that of Ketamine. The trips were usually longer and deeper. Until I had my psychosis on DMT.
After my psychotic episode on DMT, DCK functioned completely differently in my body. It sends my directly into dissociation. I need to explain what dissociation means, at least for me. After 5-10 minutes from administering DCK dimensions get very distorted. Objects seem far from how they are actually placed, sounds become electric or robotic and the body becomes heavy. Everything turns into a cartoonish 2D a few moments before my normal self is silenced and another takes over.
It is difficult to explain what I mean by “another takes over” because now I am me writing down not him. I am aware of his presence somewhere and that at the right moment he becomes me. When this happens the first thing I feel is that I have no body or that I no longer feel it. What is interesting is what I find when I come back. I might have consumed a food or a drink and I do not remember, changed where I was sitting, had conversations that I cannot recall having, etc. I know you might think it is creepy but so far I can tell my odd friend has been such a cool guy. The moments I enjoy the most is when I can still experience both of me and have a conversation or alternate between the two.
I learned to control my dose and my experience so that I have it under control in terms of duration and space. If you think I am crazy or that it is creepy then I urge you to rediscover yourself and you will be surprised what you find out.
Next chapter will be about the metal slabs, stay tuned….
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